Thursday, September 11, 2008

Not in the mood

Ufft what's wrong with today. It's not enough that I gave Salama a headache because of my complaints, I wanna dwell here too :P But seriously what's with today.

I woke up like I wanna kill myself. I felt like: Hey it's been 4 months I'm at home! it's getting boring, Dull, OH & boring again. This job hunting phase I'm in is so overwhelming. Agree?

I mean, Okay I get that it's time when you graduate & you have all the time to do whatever you want, until you get stuck at your new career life. But looking back at what I have achieved for the past 4 months. I came up with nothing *tears rolling & sad violin music playing on the background* I didn't even travel nor did I do any of my After-Graduation list. Btw in case no one noticed, I'm a list junkie. I list every single thing in life.

so anyhooo, I got fed up of waiting for replies from workplaces. Going for interviews & doing tests. That continues circle is tiring. Personally, out of all the places, There is this one company that I liked & maybe that's why I'm pissed off. it's been 10 days & I haven't heard from them. I just wanna settle & feel like hey my job is secured. It's time to enjoy the remaining of the vacation. I passed the tests & the two interviews. What's taking them so long!!!!!

& the most furious thing is that people keep reminding me of this miserable situation. I pick up the phone, I greet a relative, I begin a conversation. Everything starts with:

Ha sho ma esht'3altii??

Please "e n o u g h"

6 comments:

Little B said...

haaa laila did they call? :P loool ok u need to get out of the house right now!! & drive all the way to magrduys

Journal Entries said...

heheh! i'm afraid u'll suffer from that question untill ur employed!

Fastidious Babe said...

lol well they will continue to do so..

i waited for 6 months before i got my job.. how about u start masters? it takes ur mind off things ;)

MeeMzZ said...

eee mo imswaeen a new qanoon ina may6l3oon driver lisence imbacher!!;p

babydoll said...

awhh i'm sorry babe but it seems like its normal to wait that long, inshalla you'll hear from them soon.. in the mean time, why dont u take a course on something you've always wanted to do or pursue a hobby :)

sarah said...

you have a very skillful way of writing that makes the reader gets addicted to what you write, and thus is never willing to stop reading. you should post a huge "warning: ADDICTIVE" at the beginning!!!