Friday, April 30, 2010

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

A Genuine Thank You

Moments passed after I posted the previous title.

 My phone started ringing.

I was at my desk, still working.

An angel called me. My tears chocked me, I couldn't be the bubbly me as usual.  I needed her right now.

"I need to see you Mzmz"

I shut down my laptop, turned off my desk lamp, folded my presentation papers into my bag and left.

As much as we need our friends in these weird times.  It feels so much better when they remind you no matter how much they could listen and take things in.  Allah is whom I should turn to, to soothe my soul.

Thank you for the advice and for the cutest Omrah gift.  The timing couldn't be better.

Thanks to you all. Love you 


He looked at me. A smirk over his face. He's following me everywhere I go.

"What do you want?"

I scream in my heart, I let out a sigh.  I need to get out of this dream.

Who are you anyway? I can't figure out the features, it's just that he creeps me out.

They say, dreams could somehow be a reflection of our sub-conscious.  

What are you trying to tell me?

Saturday, April 24, 2010

What's bigger than Huge? "THIS"

Our life is very short, and very simple.

It was a long stressful day at the office.  As we were about to leave, she asked her office mate and dear friend to soothe out the knots of the tired muscles in her neck. I remember her weary eyes and her voice that made me sense a huge lump in her heart.  While her friend was gently massaging her neck,  she asked her: "do you ever wish you could die now?"

I noticed how her friend slowed her touches and took a deep sigh.  "We live in a bubble" 

We got used to having all the necessities of life in a way that it never occurred to us, people actually die in their hope to find these things.  Things like: food, shelter, feel of security and warmth.

If "we" the people who have everything, choose to give up on life for the smallest problem we have.  How many times do those lacking life necessities think of death?

Sunday, April 4, 2010