Friday, January 29, 2010

I Can See Your Halo

When it is remotely easy to make it happen. It becomes a challenge in my mind. A Sweet one :)

Saturday, January 16, 2010

I Dreamed You Into my Life

Perfect people are creation of our mind set.  We don't "ironically" know that our second halves are literally standing right in front of our faces.  With all their flows, their bad days, their everything our mind is telling us is wrong; Yes admit it, they are perfect for us.

How selfishly blinded are we?

Thursday, January 7, 2010

لمحت سهيل

We all sat around the bon fire.  Attempting to scare each other with our "made-up" ghost stories.  I opened my marshamello pack, stuffed the wooden stick and started rolling it in the fire.  I could hear the sizzling sound of the outer skin getting burnt and turning crispy brown.  I took one bite, second and third, re stuffed my stick and did it all over again.

It's nice when you have the chance to get your mind off the same work, people, food and topics and head somewhere far far away.

I came back to my normal senses, *me* the extrovert that I'm.  I laughed, I hurt myself, I jumped, I ran and ran and ran.   I looked back in the mid of the run, stopped,  took a deep breath and thought to myself: I'm alive.  Most of all, I relived one of the best moments I had same time two years ago.  Although the place had changed, but our spirits were still as young as ever.

Keep surprising me.

Monday, January 4, 2010


I closed my eyes, thinking tomorrow will be a great day.  Little did I know, the day will pass as flawless as a sweet dream.

I loved every second of it, every glimpse of it, every stolen smile of it.  I wish that everyday was like "that" day.

I loved you even before I meet you 2010 :)

Saturday, January 2, 2010


On a "full moon" night.  A night that brightened our evening with no need for you Mr. Thomas Edison.  My brother & I threw a blanket in the backyard and watched the stars.  Ah the cold winds, very unusual, I put on my new TopShop hoodie and left out a chilled sigh.  We talked.


Life is such a yoyo,  we face so many difficulties, hatred and hurt.  We go to the bottom of problems.  But suddenly we start to pick up and resolve everything bothering us.

Finally, we're back to ourselves.  Hopefully, stronger & happier.  Just like a Yoyo in the hands of a small child.  Goes down and down that he finds it hard to balance, he either gives up and throw it away or Try again. Once it returns back to his tiny hands,  the smile on his face is victorious.

Friday, January 1, 2010

Along Came "You"

It feels like you are living some else's life.  You have lived through all their moments, their laughters and joy, their midnight breakdowns and their feeling of loneliness.  The long way to be happy;  thanks to you is one step away.

Dedicated from you, to those who made a change in your life.  A mother, a father, a friend, a co-worker or a random person who smiled back at you between the supermarket aisles.

And Another Year Comes Along

And another page is folded in our life book.  With all the happy and sad moments we encountered, we've moved on.  Yesterday I slept with the tv on, the lights on, my makeup on (I know I know I attempted a beauty crime), it was still 10:30 but I wasn't sure what to do in new years eve.

But today is different.  Micheal Buble is enchanting in the back of my head "I wanna go home", had cereal with my lil sis, danced a la fancy workout and read the newspaper.  I feel refreshed.

My most important 2010 resolution to spend more time with my family & Besties.  I admit, I wasn't as active in the loop as I used to be.  And due to my finance course in the first half of this year,  I know it will get worse, but promise I'll make it up to them (especially you p.y.t)

Finally, let's make the most out of this year,  and remember no matter what happens:
"If you stumble, make it part of your dance"