From the outside, I look the same.
Deep down, I changed.
Oh I changed so much.
For the better I live. That's the aim.
Deep down, I changed.
Oh I changed so much.
For the better I live. That's the aim.
Monday, November 30, 2015
Tuesday, November 24, 2015
I See Dead People Living
Every wednesday. 8:00 AM, coffee's smoke is filling the room, fingers clicking on the keyboard. Pencils jotting down notes, memories, and lots more.
That room I saw every Wednesday for the past 6 months, is nothing but a hospital waiting room. Every single person sitting, is batteling a cancer of his own.
Yet.
They are more lively, more focused. Than any other healthy person I've seen.
Sickness is sometimes a good wake up call. To remind me what really matters in your life is you and yourself and your own. Later, comes everything else.
It's the time you should be selfish to do the things for yourself that you may have not done because of other engagements.
What's more beautiful is to actually live this way, rather than waiting for that wake up call. When sometimes it's too late.
Enjoy living.
That room I saw every Wednesday for the past 6 months, is nothing but a hospital waiting room. Every single person sitting, is batteling a cancer of his own.
Yet.
They are more lively, more focused. Than any other healthy person I've seen.
Sickness is sometimes a good wake up call. To remind me what really matters in your life is you and yourself and your own. Later, comes everything else.
It's the time you should be selfish to do the things for yourself that you may have not done because of other engagements.
What's more beautiful is to actually live this way, rather than waiting for that wake up call. When sometimes it's too late.
Enjoy living.
Wednesday, November 4, 2015
When Joody Speaks
I listen.
& I listen carefuly.
That friend I met through a friend of a friend of a friend, shared more happy crazy moments than any other, would turn out to be the a person I run the same emotional marathon with.
As I move with my days, I have two choices, either I dwell, I cry, I swear off that fate that brought us this situation, or put on a happy mask over my face and live normally as if am like everybody else.
Because truthfuly, I came to realize cancer is not a one day or few days thing, it could be as the doc puts it "Indefenite". Who knows! Really! Who knows!
So I chose.
I chose the Happy Mask. I started noticing aspects of my life, that were causing me more stress and harm than any good, they were people, places, that no longer make any sense for me to continue having in my life.
Cleaning up my chest is the way forward. For me to start accepting my reality.
& I listen carefuly.
That friend I met through a friend of a friend of a friend, shared more happy crazy moments than any other, would turn out to be the a person I run the same emotional marathon with.
As I move with my days, I have two choices, either I dwell, I cry, I swear off that fate that brought us this situation, or put on a happy mask over my face and live normally as if am like everybody else.
Because truthfuly, I came to realize cancer is not a one day or few days thing, it could be as the doc puts it "Indefenite". Who knows! Really! Who knows!
So I chose.
I chose the Happy Mask. I started noticing aspects of my life, that were causing me more stress and harm than any good, they were people, places, that no longer make any sense for me to continue having in my life.
Cleaning up my chest is the way forward. For me to start accepting my reality.
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